Thursday, 5 October 2023

What She Saw

What She Saw
(A Phantoum) 

My wife woke in fear
Tendrils of nightmare
Whisper in her ear
Death burns in her stare

Tendrils of a nightmare
Scraping her throat raw
Death burns in her stare
Echoes what she saw

Scraping her throat raw
To see my grey face
Echoes what she saw
The end of my race

To see my grey face 
Alive with concern
The end of my race
I have yet to earn 

Alive with concern 
Whisper in her ear
I have yet to earn
My wife woke in fear 


Tuesday, 2 November 2021

the Regret Collector

 (Day 05) the Journey 

[Prompt] path

steps nature meander Introspective
I tried the style but did my own theme

{Style} prose 


The Regret  Collector

(Look at) THE REGRET COLLECTER. See him him each night 
pouring over each detail
 analyzing each one
 under a thin bitter light.
 Tracking and mapping the source. 
Tracing the history.
 Rewriting that story 
until it is a litany,
 a prayer to vengeful gods.
 Polishing it until the whole world
 is cast as villains.
Trimming the rough edges 
until he is the hero. 
Journaling the process
 in the margins of his mind.
 Sorting them into categories
 and trigger words
 so they can be recalled
 and pointed out
 in any conversation.
 In time they are laminated
 by dried tears.
 That way no other oily flesh
 can change, besmirch, or smear
 with their greasy perspective
of the truth.
 Finally the perfectly preserved
 regrets are cataloged
 into a heavy album
 always carried with him
 so he can never lose them.

Saturday, 30 October 2021

Summer has Fallen

 (Day 04) Fall/Autumn 

[Prompt] seasons - changes - fresh starts - Comfort in tradition - cool nights - change of direction

{Style} Phantoum (like a Cascade) repetition pattern


Summer has Fallen


Summer has Fallen and lost her light

To languidly marinate in buttery days

Shivering in the cold dark night

Raiment stained in colors ablaze


To languidly marinate in buttery days 

Mother Earth displays full ripe fruits

Raiment stained in colors ablaze 

Soft mounds of leaves barely cover roots


Mother Earth displays full ripe fruits 

Hiding yourself cannot mask the fear 

Soft mounds of leaves barely cover roots 

The end of her season draweth near


Hiding yourself cannot mask the fear 

Shivering in the cold dark night 

The end of her season draweth near 

Summer has fallen and lost her light 



Contemptlation

 (Day three) contemplation 

[Prompt] reflect - consider - embrace - challenge 

{Style} free verse


Contemplation


We've had quite a time

Time to contemplate 

Time to reflect 

Time for contempt

Time to deflect

Consideration was also a casualty

We needed to isolate

But forgot to insulate

Our hearts from viral attack

Do you embrace your trollish side 

Or blandly follow the bland 

In long lines for short shots?

How does that raise red flags 

Into the face of those who challenge

Everything for challenge sake

Forsaking truth for thier truth

Scientists studies mean less than a click

But formerly stupid useless government 

Suddenly developed seemingly magical

Machiavellian genius agendas

Simple steps are now too terrible a burden

To care if you're killing your neighbor 

When did we go 

From considerate contemplation

To feel like compassionate care workers

Are overseerers on a social plantation

When did those who should be

In honor preferring one another 

Leave gentle contemplation

To walk in condemnation 

Living in a contempt nation




Friday, 15 October 2021

Adore the Explorer

 [Day  02]

{Prompt: 'explore' consider - wanderlust - travel - journey - expedition.}

<tanka: a haiku form (5-7-5 syllables) with 2 extra lines of 7 syllables each. Or Decastich: basically any 10 line poem. So I did a double Tanka (which is 10 lines)


Adore the Explorer 


Once upon a time 

Had no strings to tie me down

My heart free to dream

Astronaut among the stars

Cowboy on the mountain range


My wanderlust heart

Planned trips to far off places 

I could not afford

Started travelling with you

We have explored together






Anticipation

 (Every year my wife and I look forward to OctPoWriMo(a poem a day for October) with anticipation. The week before nothing was posted. No prompts. No clues. No words. The day before, no prompts, no words, no clues. The first day...nothing. My wife writes poems and stories all year and was ok taking a break. Finally on the third day some part time contributors started posting. I still can't interact with the website at all except seeing the daily posts. I'm a week behind, but stubborn cuss I am, I'm going to try all 31)


[DAY1]  

{Prompt: anticipate. Prepare. Motivate. Commit. Excitement. Resolve.}

<style> Cascade

Anticipation 


I shiver with anticipation 

When words fall like blazing leaves 

I look forward to this challenge again


I usually lack some motivation 

Pushing me toward participation 

I shiver with anticipation 


No word from the site that receives

In time too late a prompt relieves 

When words fall like blazing leaves 


Dusting off the rondeau and quatrain 

Wrestling thoughts into forms arcane

I look forward to this challenge again 












Friday, 30 October 2020

Let Go Let God

 Let Go Let God


I was young once so wild and free

Playing in sun running with wind

Just me


I was a teen in on the scene

Playing it cool played for a fool

Damn zits


I studied hard partied harder

Paper in hand--"want fries with that?"

In debt


Earned a chef hat elbows in grease

Drank up my tips nothing left but

Burn scars


I helped people with challenges

I was poured out weary burned out

Let go


Heard mission bells soup kitchen cook

Part time chaplain weary burned out

Fired


I'm not my past or my failures 

Not who I was or what I did

Let go


I've learned to breathe and be at peace

Lay burdens down give up control

Let God


Free to stay

 Free to stay



My eyes have been set

Down the disappearing road

Wanderer in heart


Dreamed I'd make it far

Looking toward distant shores

Stayed home twenty years


Two hours away

At my first stop stayed ten years

Found a life and wife


The folks moved away

My love wanted to follow

Ten more years are gone


I never did no 

Wandering after all that

My roots set me free...



...To stay





https://youtu.be/ISwlW7JEZCA



Thursday, 29 October 2020

Sci-Fi Fable

 Sci-Fi Fable


As a little sprite in my bed at night

0pen my window  bathing in moonglow

Sound of passing cars gazing at the stars

Dream of stellar trips in sleek rocket ships


Blasted off to heights hit city street lights

Floating near jet set a real space cadet

And the only stars Hollywood boulevard 

Only wars I see? Fights on T.M.Z


Villainy bar come wretched hive of scum

Drinking a Major Tom from an old tin can

Depression has pull like a dense black hole

Lost in space today home far far away


The moral rings true in what I've been through

Shoot for stars and moon lose ties and maroon


Wednesday, 28 October 2020

Believe

Haiku 


Believe in magic

Unexpected results flow

Pure wonder restored


Tuesday, 27 October 2020

Bizarre Bazaar

 Bizarre Bazaar 


B izarre thoughts strange times

I rregular sleep patterns 

Z any faces in the mirror 

A bnormal goofball that's me

R evenge  of the weird

R eMARKable nerd eccentric geek

E xtraordinary non athlete flaky freak


B azaar collection of unusual toys

A bberant behavior not quite deviant

Z oned out zonked out zzzzz

A typical spectrum respect 'em

A vante-gard style whimsical poems

R hythms outlandish pentecostal=unorthodox?


Idiosyncratic: when your role models and media representation  that you most identify with...is the entire cast of the Muppets!






Sunday, 25 October 2020

An Ode in 6/8 Time with Solo Riffs

 An Ode in 6/8 Time with Solo Riffs

(Dedicated to John Yusik who was taken Oct. 22 2020. [6/8 time=6 syllables/8 line stanzas)

I met John in the mission in drug recovery program. He was doing very well. Started attending Vineyard church on Sunday nights with me. Became fully involved, on worship team ect. Met Gila, dated, married, they had a baby girl(now 11-12 yr old), and got a good job. I moved here. One month ago saw Gila on Facebook no pics/mention of John. In private messages she told me he had relapsed, she had to kick him out, and they didn't where he is. Yesterday she posted that he had passed away on Thursday. Its bittersweet.

Kamloops town shit went down 

In North Van. Had a plan

Bottom hit tried to quit

Mission bound freedom found

Life in gear Jesus near

Was his friend ear to bend 

Vineyard church end of search

Got a life blessed with wife

In the basement electric guitar in hand. He would play for hours. When the hunger called he would play and scream and cry til the storm went by. He taught me some funky chords and alternate tunings. Sounds like celtic alien opera bled from his fingers. Acoustic blusey worship for morning group devotions would wrench your heart.

Married guy wife and I

Got to hang laughter rang

Board game nights 'Men in Tights'

Out to shows friendship grows

Baby bump hurdle jump

Got some work earned that perk

Child come like the sun

Shadows chased big grin placed


I could see it wasn't easy. He was a worrier when he should have been a warrior. When settlement money came south Saskatchewan was calling our name. Family waiting. "I know it its flat, Johnny boy, but no avalanches, rock slides, or forrest fires, besides,  the sky is wide open and sunsets last forever."

Marching time takes our prime

Paths we crossed connection lost

Decade flew hardly knew

Got a look on Facebook

Of his spouse girl and house

Saw no John had he gone?

Back to pain lost in rain

No more song now he's GONE


He fed the monkey on his back. It finally consumed him. I had hoped and wished for better. For a wonderful while he had it. His wife is a glorious Valkarie Phoenix who will rise from the ashes of a life he left to burn. He did one good thing. Her name is Adrienne. His girl is the best half of him left to shine. 

Life is not as easy as 1+2+3=success.  Real life is more like trying to solve an equation that involves algebra, calculus, advanced geography, and quantum physics in a hurricane. He got caught up in the...

Tornado 

Nado

Ado

Do

O

  O

    O

      O





I sigh i change i try

 I sigh I change I try


I

Had a dream

Back when I was young

To be a stunt man on film

Tumble down stairs jump my bike

I am old and fat

Just stand up

(Sigh)

**

I

Had a dream

To be a rock star

I got myself a guitar

Learn some chords learn some songs

Now I'm in the park

Just busking

Change

**

I

Had a dream

Thought I was a writer

Work life distractions ball dropped

Since I found Octpowrimo

Every October 

Now I can

Try


Saturday, 24 October 2020

Free the People

 Free the People

(A La'Libertas)



Where there's music there will be hope

As long as words let freedom ring

While we have breath we gonna sing

Every heartbeat that's how we cope


...Free the people with music...

...Don't worry about a thing...

...Every little thing gonna be alright...

...Get up stand up dont give up the fight...

...Let's get together and be alright...

...1 love 1heart give thanks and praise to the Lord...


Lovelights gleaming prophets dreaming

If you're drowning I'll throw a rope

A net to climb the slippery slope

Got tears streaming love redeeming


...we who believe in freedom...

...somewhere over the rainbow..

...what a wonderful  world...

...whisper words of wisdom...

...the stars look very different today...

...let freedom rein...


Me gustsa tocar guitara. Me gusts cantar del sol

Mariachi me acompaƱa. Cuando canto mi corazon




Friday, 23 October 2020

Randomly Inspires

 Randomly Inspires


(An acrostic ottova rima)


Randomly the muse it inspires me

Anywhere or time striking like lightning 

Notebook channels raw electricity

Down it flows my God it is frightening 

Once it starts it sparks burning like a tree

My hand puppet writes automatically

Like a burnt out bulb that suddenly dies

Yellow ring of light fading from my eyes


Inspiration flash rumbling nowhere near

No matter how hard i try to listen

Softly falling rain is all i hear

Perhaps I can't write if there's no friction

I must go hunting don my mining gear

Rubble I've sifted to see the glisten

Emerald words set in a ring of gold

Sapphire eyes sparkle ruby lips wax bold




Thursday, 22 October 2020

A Taste of You

 A Taste of You


Roll a taste of you around in my soul

Bitter sweet flavour intoxicating

Tongue sweet and sticky warm cinnamon roll


Kisses like candy sweetest she stole

Spiced rum and redbull invigorating 

Roll a taste of you around in my soul


Rich salted popcorn i want the whole bowl

Creamed tart cherry pie exhilarating

Tongue sweet and sticky warm cinnamon roll


Buttered blueberry cream profiterole

Rich morning coffee so stimulating

Roll a taste of you around in my soul


You make me tipsy high out of control

Suck a raspberry its titillating

 Tongue sweet and sticky warm cinnamon roll


I come willingly no need to cajole

You are a buffet commemorating

Tongue sweet and sticky warm cinnamon roll

Roll a taste of you around in my soul







Wednesday, 21 October 2020

Hello Numbness

 Hello Numbness

(A nove otto)


Hello Numbness where are my friends

Isolation hits me again

We wear a mask we couldn't touch

I touch the screen and see your face

Order something from our old place

I sing when life becomes too much

Broken spirit feels like dry bones

My heart is sprained when folks throw stones

Thank God for faith its a great crutch

Monday, 19 October 2020

Sweet Wind Smooth Path

 Sweet wind smooth path


Cologne cuts air like a falling axe

Sickly sweet hides my rotten soul

Putrid


Words bitter roll in salty waves

Despite rinsing my breath has a

Stale taste


I feel the heat words blasting me

A cold snowflake I melt inside

Rough touch


My colors fade shit colored shades

I see through you a black hole stare

Dark sight


Disrupt debate conspiracy 

Waves of voices it's all I hear

Roaring


Visceral wounds dark sky daytime

Pure sacrifice holy lamb's blood

Dripping


Creation's breath come flow through me 

Holy spirit a gentle breeze 

Sweet wind


Narrow rocky steep winding trail

I've climbed and cleared in peace I walk

Smooth path


Know Pain Know Gain

 Know Pain Know Gain


Pain

I know

Row on row

Stab in the eye

Icy wind come on blow

I've known anger I've hid to cry

Take the hits because I'm a stoic guy

Find the valve or the pain may just drive me insane

I put words on a page when life has gone awry

And found it helps and that is why

I've learned to let it show

I find when I 

Let it go

I know

Gain

Saturday, 17 October 2020

Rainbow Warfare

 Rainbow Warfare


(Double haiku)


Downside up flop flip

Mirror looking into you

Outside in deep skin


Red herring sunrise

Tickle pink green thumb white lie

Agent orange dusk


https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rainbow_Herbicides